| Thursday, November 20, 2008 |
| Deja Vu |
Why does it always feel like this. It seems I'v been living my life on loop for a bit. Progress has been halted for the brains sake. I need a rest, I need to find out if this is still a test.
Drove off to the wonderful Resort and Casino last night. It was amazing (insert voice and enthusiasm from the incredibles)! lol truly wonderful stuff, lost some money on keno lol $3 again. Discovered why nobody goes to the ruby on a wednesday night and realised that 12 pm driving is the best time to take a wrong turn here and there, mostly because I dont have to fight the traffic to get back on track (Hmm I wonder if that actually applies to life somehow.. low traffic = easier to get back... probably does). Now I remembered why I wanted to visit Kings Park at night, thats one of few places where the peace is still left undisturbed and the stars might just show themselfs if the man made ones went out (though they hold thier own at times).
Found out a thing or two today, donno why I'm in anyway surprised. 24 hour pizza soccer spots aint all that fun unless the world cups on. Driving in places you dont know can take a lot of time to figure out, especialy if nobody else knows what direction to point you in. lol though I dont think I needed to find them out, there are other things that I realised that need more consideration.
Ahh.. boo Do you know that feeling of irratiation, the one where you are irratated by someone or something, I wont specify what but I am irrate, and you dont really want to be irratated. I know this sounds complicated, you are irratated, but you dont want to be. Can't I just be irratated and not wonder why? Clearly it isnt that easy.
The past few days are going to catch up on me soon, I just know it. One moment later on in the week its going to be bright and sunny and the next the lights will go out on me. Like the storm last night the drops will fall spaced and heavy but they will fall surely. I Don't know why I'm being pushed like this I dont really care why, there must be comprimise in the horizon. I don't know why I act this way sometimes too. I'v found that perhaps I am not who I thought I would be. Not what I want to be. Not in actions atleast. I'm going to change it so help me god there will be redemption for my actions. I'm going to try for there can be no progress without action.
Anyways, though the week has been one of great interest to me. perhaps one a little too intense. Lets step things back a gear. The holidays have come (though the late mornings will not) and I intend to see to it that some time is spent in rest and recovery. Not sure why but the last quater of this year felt a little dazy, all the missed hours seem to be getting the better of me. Let the sweet slumbers begin! lol not that it will happen with my intention>< That's all for now
Jensen |
posted by Jensen @ 11/20/2008 08:17:00 AM  |
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