| Thursday, October 30, 2008 |
| Dear Ariels III |
Ariels!! Good gosh.. how was that fight!! haha lol well how was vince and just walking up right next to them. Haha I herd some people talking about it, aparently some dued called some girl fat and then well you know the rest. :P
Gosh.. no beach >< oww we'l make sure we do something. Did someone mention Kbox yeah? Perhaps we shall just go for dinner with all the friends? Well whatever you want k kiddo. We could probably all go ice skating!!
Hey do you reckon that the story you told me was true? I really Hope it was just a big hoax, and It it was.. boy do I feel sorry for that girl. People these days, can't they just do normal human things? Like have normal human relationships! :( lol pretty sure that girl working at city beach thought I was a tad *insert your own word here* ["awesome" is preferable =)] haha
s2
Sonic x |
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| Monday, October 27, 2008 |
| Dear Ariels 2 |
Herro!
Good gosh.. did you know its like less then 4 hours till your birthday?? Whoppee!! Got your txt btw.. Beachy sounds like some good old fun in the sun for the weekend hey. Haha it was good partialy catching up the other night, that and stooging some of your mee goreng : ) pretty sure we should catch up more.. too bad the mum bum wanted me homes by 12. Did you guys end up going to Nee Nee's?
Bahaha The Fam Bam is goods. Everyone is going awesome. ++ I found my necklace today :) Thank god someone was nice enough to hand it in to the lost and found. What have you been up to lately?? hmm?? I mean apart from copying my Leavers jumper name thingo.
LOLOL how disturbing was that txt that Nee Nee sent maxo? Hahaha gosh I think theres something going on there *wink wink* Hows bouts your life these days? Getting stange disturbing txts from anyone? hahaha jkjk..
Luv Luv
Sonicx |
| posted by Jensen @ 10/27/2008 08:10:00 PM |
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| Leanne.. |
Today I had some values reinforced back into me. Today I had my eyes opened back again to see what I have and how lucky I am. Today I found good conversation with amazing people. Well one person to be more precise. She taught me to value the life I have and the importance of being humble, two things I was probably on close to straying from.
Auntie Leanne, One of the few aunties that are actually really really really grounded, I think to tell the story of Us we have to start from meeting through to today.
A couple of years back, back when I had an MD player and the cut I sported was the ohh so awesome "flat top". The fam bam was jetting off for what I remember to be a 9 day tour in China, making our way though some chinese airport, we spotted the most peculiar looking guy, miss matched socks, army like boots, and a hair cut that looked like a bird had started nesting atop his near bald head : P haha.. anyways.. His name was Alex, Alex the barrister from brissy, an awesome guy no doubt. His mother was Auntie Leanne, a woman that we would come to discover was one of wonder and a truly dazzling history. To this day I will learn to love and respect the amazing person she is. Perhaps my story of her is on that is one sided for I only know her side of her stories but I believe she is what she says and always will be.
After the whirlwind tour of china we lost contact with her, I don't know why and I don't know how but the important thing is that on a fine Saturday afternoon out at the Doctors We finally crossed paths again. It seemed it was fated that we should meet as she too was off to the doctors for a check up on that Saturday afternoon. and here is where her story starts, She is one year older then my dad, well into her 50's she drove herself from Brisbane to Perth in search of adventured I'd say. Coming to Perth and crossing paths with us sparked what I see to be an wonderful friendship.
Out for dinner tonight after a day of near disappointments, the family and Auntie Leanne decided that Miss Mauds buffet would be a nice touch to the night. There, serenaded by the long standing accordion playing, keyboarding chap. we listened to her stories attentively and laughed and gasped at what would be some of the most heart breaking and insightful stories I have ever heard.
As a young girl from Malaysia she was married by the age of 16 and giving birth to her first soon after her 17th birthday. Her marriage was one that I wonder about. In her words she described perhaps the most peculiar thing I have ever heard, though now that I think about it I wonder why I was surprised. How did she meet her husband, that would turn out to be a true blue loser? Well as a young girl her would be husband was persistent on them going to the movies. After some time she gave in and decided that her younger brother would probably enjoy it too. The younger brother is integral to this. After the movie he passed word to his mother that Auntie Leanne was off watching movies with *blah blah* (thats how was will refer to him from now on) Her mother being old fashioned and all promptly arranged their marriage to blah blah without asking if he was the one *that's how it was back then* anyway skip on out. Her husband turned out to be a tosser and a cheater, one that would go on to farther many a children with many a women, point is the bastard *blah blah* was soo bad that he drove Auntie Leanne to suicide, trice she attempted and trice she failed (Hold on a sec, ain't that from Harry Potter?). Once a knife to the chest saved by her lack of knowledge as to where the heart was she made painful work of trying to stab the chest plate. Her lack of knowledge of circuit breakers saved her from electrocution and her lack of knowledge of the stretchiness of curtain springs saved her from a gallows like ending. She can now look back and see how her lack of knowledge saved her from taking her life and I too thank god that she was none the wiser back then for I would not have been able to meet her or Alex. There's more to the story but it's just too much for a post. Just know that she is one in a million.
Today she is probably one of the strongest people I know. She carried alot of pain in her for a long time. Waking of nightmares in which she fought her now MIA husband. She came from living life on the off foot to one that I hold much admiration for. The courage it takes to be an individual like her I hope I will realise within myself one day. She has found god and something to believe in, I can see the good it has done for her and I hope she will grow from strength to strength as I see no bounds for such a character. Her warming personality and her inner strength tells me that there's hope for all of us still. May the sun always shine bright for her, and perhaps some of that light may reflect on to us.
Jensen |
| posted by Jensen @ 10/27/2008 12:52:00 AM |
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| Saturday, October 25, 2008 |
| Dear Ariels.. |
Sayy you!!
Wowee ariels!! You know what!! I have not seen you in like a kabagillion years!!! :( I mean really! ever since like that day that we passed each other in city beach we havnt seen each other. My gosh.. and worst thing is, you like like 15 mins walk from my place!!
Oww well.. How have ya been? Whats been happening? Gosh I can't believe you went to the beach without me! haha thats ok though we'l go sometime soon, mby after I get my licence. Oh and I still haven't forgotten that I owe you a drive out to the place where Jin got married so we'l go there sumtime later on aye.
Hows doggy going? I havnt been over lately so I havent seen the lil fluffball. Is he still spilling water everywhere and dropping puddings all over the place? Pretty sure I'm never wearing sock around your house again! haha and I'm pretty sure that last time he spilt water on your bed!!
You know theres only *looks at fingers* 3 days to your birthday!! wahaha what do you want?? Like really! haha well we'l go beachy for your bday hey. seeing as you cancled on today, perhaps next week will be more sunny :)
Hey tell me a secret.. haha seeing as you said you would be divulging sum awesome stuff.. haha
Luv ya
Sonic x |
| posted by Jensen @ 10/25/2008 08:26:00 PM |
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| Friday, October 24, 2008 |
| Such is life.. |
Quelqu'un me font l'honneur et me donnent un coup de pied dans la tête!!!
Dont know what it means?? haha go google it!!
OK so today I have a ball.. yesterday I lost 4 things that were closest to my heart.. physically and emotionally, Clearly there must be a correction going on in the world I don't know how or why but something must be up. I'v never lost so much so fast. I don't know if i will ever recover the things I lost but I know i will always be looking for them. perhaps one day it will click and I will see it on someone. I don't know what will happen but let us hope that I find it before I feel anymore need to donnez-y un coup de pied dans la tête!
Such is life. Theres only so little you can do about so much, I once herd a person say that its not worth crying over something that cannot cry back for you. I guess if I take it to heart I will fair much better the next time round.
Today should be fun, 12pm and I have to be off to a graduation/ ball on a virtually blind date with a girl I hardly know.. hmm sounds like umm fun, let the awkward silences begin!! whats worst is that it may turn out to be a flame of a day (darn you global warming!) and I'm in a black heat trap of a suit. Gosh where is that air conditioner that was meant to cool the world?? Haha I'm sure I'll manage to find the spark in the day somewhere. Geez what am I talking about? Its going to be 12 hours with good friends and good conversation : ) I really look forward to tomorrow too, Happy Early Birthday Ariels!! and Happy Belated Birthday Hoffman!! Some fun in the sun should blur out some of my losses, sand in my toes and a salty sea breeze are the simple pleasures in life I have missed for far too long. I wont be held accountable for any nostalgia attacks I suffer as I know any sane person in my position would. I had better go now and get ready, theres ties to tie and laces to do. Lets hope the day has flow.
Jensen |
| posted by Jensen @ 10/24/2008 09:28:00 AM |
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| Thursday, October 23, 2008 |
| Serendipity.. |
I dont know why I like the word but I can guess..
Serendipity is the effect by which one accidentally discovers something fortunate, especially while looking for something else entirely
It all started at the movies on the Island. A typical night for me, a night to manage the canteen for a bit, sell some popcorn chat to some of the regulars comming by. " ahh you.. Mars Bar and a Passiona yeah? haha need I even ask sometimes? Chris probably pops in to say hi before he's off to the usual seats, 5th row if im not wrong. Some of the others drop by to grab sum nibblies and take their "seats" up the back.. lol
Anyways... tonight the movie is Serendipity, John Cusak and Kate Beckinsale *insert wolf whistle here* a story of pure awesomenes, I won't ruin it for you. Gosh by the end, serendipity just made it into my all time favourites. Haha don't ask me why but it just did. Watch it to find out actually.. You know what? If your reading this you are now obliged to go and watch the movie, not for you but for me =D anyways yeah pretty awesome word aint it? I mean really whats not to like? looking for something and finding something else thats awesome whilst not even intending to look for it.. Kinda like panning for gold and finding a diamond.
haha so thats how I fond out about that word. I have no idea why I blog about this kinda thing though.. gonna add sum kinda comment thingo soon so readers can umm drop "hints" lol ahahaha. yeah..
Jensen |
| posted by Jensen @ 10/23/2008 12:03:00 AM |
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| Tuesday, October 21, 2008 |
| The First. |
I am one person among many. Amongst the billions of people out there, within the millions of blogs around, how did you arrive at mine? I am but one man walking this earth. I am Jensen Tan.
Who am I? lf you ever met me I'd have said I'm from Christmas Island, Nice to meet you.
Perhaps we'd chat for a while, make quick conversation of our schools and who we may know in common. That's all nice now but just to keep things going I'll let you in on who I might also be.
I am Asian, decedents from Malaysia and China. I am in love with music, I really am. I play a couple instruments, not all that well but enough to keep me happy. I don't really know what else to write, there is probably is soo much more for you to read, understand and make sense of but I'm not sure if that's what I want to write about, I've seen 2 completely different types of blogs recently. One, a tab on the days events, kinda like taking the minuets in a court room. "ooh look today it was hot!" my friend proclaimed. The other was one of thoughts and written in code. teasing questions and seemingly providing insights. I'm not sure which is better nor which i will become like. perhaps abit of both sum little codded messages dropping hints about whats going on, and other times great spiels about what may have happened during a MA lecture or something of that sort.
Have you ever listened to music of a foreign language? Given you can't understand the language can you still like it? I know I can. Haha.. that said I have been song binging on Il Avit Les Mot - Sheryfa Luna, a french song recommended by a certain french speaking buddy of mine (UA). Haha there's your first reference Stef! anyhows.. The issues of the song would be reminiscent of many a holywood films, Girl finds older guy, Guy is already married, Girl finds out... dadadada and here comes the punch line... She finds out she's pregnant with his child. Really makes you wonder if people are singing about it, how many times has such a thing happened. Think about it carefully. The guy wont leave his family for the girl, the girl is left alone to provide for her child and the child has to grow up without a father, haha I don't know about you but is a guy like that really worthy of being a father? Look at it like this, He doesn't respect his family enough to stay faithful, He will father a child he will never rear, and both parties are left in utter turmoil. I just cant help but wonder why nature didn't just render people like him sterile and unapologetically rid the world of their genes.. haha clearly such people are not needed, though they do keep things interesting in a sinister kind of way atleast divorce lawyers get sum work out of it right? ><
seems I've rambled on enough for one night.. hope that was somewhat semi interesting.. theres uni tmr at 8.. seems like il be getting my average 4 hours sleep :) lol thanks for reading my first post.
Jensen
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About Me: Not much of a writer not much of a thinker, I write on inspiration alone, think on auto so dont ask me how but ask me why.
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