| Sunday, February 22, 2009 |
| Back to school... |
 
Woah.. Talk about fun night out! what was there..... Drinks? Drunks? 16 year olds that managed to get in? Jellyfishes? 151's? Jaygers? Cordon Bleu? Girls? Guy? Harry Potters? Jst turned 19s? Jst Turned 21s? Team Splat? Team Leg Cramp? TEAM AWESOME? Hot metros dancers? even hotter atmosphere... in both senses.. Wingwomanin? Random drink tastings? Flash Phatography! Awesomeness abound! |
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| Saturday, February 14, 2009 |
| The cover.... |
There are things to be shared there are things that shouldn't ever be uttered outside of they who need to know. I don't know, perhaps I'm just going a lil nuts here, that's probably why I'm blogging at 2.45 in the morning. I said something to phannies today, something that I think really means something and holds value. To find out what a person really thinks about you or feels about you you have to show them what you are like at your worst. I don't mean go and punch them for no reason or run them down by being a total jackass. I mean show them you when you ain't all dressed up without the mask of powder and drawings all over your face. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with a girl looking good and I wholeheartedly condone the use of makeup and what not. but if you were to see a girl in a Tshirt, mby some old kicks and jeans that are baggy, Something that she would wear to bed or something that isn't couture. Just plain old dardy laid back gear without the makeup or the glittery stuff. I'd rather be with that girl then the one who has dust all over her face all the time. There was a girl, and boy did she rock the mens button ups to sleep. Good times ( and no don't go negative on me). No don't look at me like that, I love a girl who looks good I wont lie looks do matter but all I'm trying to say is If you ever look at someone, If you are looking at character, see how they treat their parents, see how they treat their siblings and see how they treat their best friends. Forget the bareback she fits into, overlook the Patek Philipe he wears. That is only what they lead on to be. That is only at the most 1/5th of who you are looking at. The other 4/5ths you have to dig out for yourself. I don't know how much influence I will have, but for what its worth you cant replace a kind heart with a richard mille nor can you trade respect for Tiffany's. But heck don't let me kill the buzz of getting some lacoste kicks, or the joy of the new C Class. Just remember to look out for the friend who will still be there when you are homeless and the girl who doesn't care if you see her in boy shorts and a button down. Cause people like that are rare and worth holding on to.
Jensen |
| posted by Jensen @ 2/14/2009 02:32:00 AM |
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| Wednesday, February 11, 2009 |
| Change.. |
It happens everyday, you cant help it nor do you ever really realise it until its in your face. You don't even notice the change in yourself. The difference in the Clothes you put on, the way you do your hair. The difference in the way you talk and the way you react to things. Its simple really, its uncontrollable and completely unavoidable. We all say at one point in our life that we wont change. "I wont change! I'll still be the same Jensen you met a year ago!" I lied. I cant be that guy forever and I dint want to really. Well I'm still Jensen just a little different. perhaps different things bring me joy. Speed back in to yesteryear and ask me what car I want. I would have told you a Nismo GTR Z-tune, I mean, whats not to love? A monoblock engine used only in the highest echelons of racing in japan in my very own street legal toy with a $250,000+ price tag? Ask me now and Ill tell you I'm pretty much happy with the family van that gets me from here to there.
I've witnessed change in everyone, friends become more into this less into that. Some realise they want something else from what they have been wanting for as long as they can remember. Its true that sometimes change can be for the worse, but is it really all that bad? Perhaps someone changes from Christian to Muslim, perhaps they go from Muslim to atheist? Is that bad change? or is it good? In all truth many would see it as bad. well if you were Christian and saw your friend become Muslim, Say what you will and fight it as hard as you can, but the way you see that person will have changed, even if its the smallest of changes. Its just human nature to do so. But after all is religion not but a state of mind? Don't take offence if you are reading this and thinking gee wizz this guy thinks that religion is but a state of mind. Because I don't. but think back 2 seconds and did you notice your change in your thoughts about me? Meh.. maybe you didn't. All I'm trying to say is that can you truly judge someone fully upon the actions that you perceive? Can you? Don't you owe it to the person to ask their state of mind when they made that change? Well unless they go and do something of a horrendous nature. In the end its all about understanding.
Change is fun, if you don't change you will probably get left behind. Don't fight it, its just a right of passage. Change is maturing, new understanding, development and insight. I don't know why I'm talking about change to tell the truth. Perhaps I'm just trying to convince myself and sell myself the whole change is good bull. Theres just been alot of changes in life, so much so recent, not all good though I'm trying to find the silver lining in each. Some I don't think I will ever find and others are becoming more and more wonderful, though I cant help but linger in the past. After all we must look back to see who we were and to look forward to who we are to become. So perhaps when you sense change, be it favourable or not, find that silver lining and make the change personal and something for you.
Changing Hearts, There is no replacement only growth and diiscovery.
Jensen |
| posted by Jensen @ 2/11/2009 11:49:00 PM |
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| Monday, February 9, 2009 |
| Sssssss |
Swings are fun. You go up, you go down. What else is there that can go wrong? There's wind in your face and laughter in the air.
    Ski'ing is intense. There's only one direction that you go and you go fast. You bend your knees, shift some weight. The first few times you are pretty much on skates. You can learn alot from ski'ing. If you never took a lesson you can learn fast. You learn or you hurt trying. when things go downhill they must slow before they stop. Anything sudden may just cause great discomfort.  Snow rocks my sox. Its soft. It falls from the sky. Its edible and It makes a gloomy place seem beautiful. Oh and did I mention that snowballs are great fun to lug at people? Its true. Just don't let the snow get hard and you will have smiling faces all round, people with frozen hands and seemingly bad cases of shoulder snow.  Sleep, mmm even if its on a bench like a hobo, sleep is good for you. Slumbering your way through life though uneventful and possibly bad for you leaves the times when you are awake fresh and crisp as apposed to what you normally have. Colors are brighter, people are nicer, problems seem easier and sometimes even lectures are interesting. Though that's probably asking too much.    Shopping... ahahah must there really be an explanation for this one? You hand over the greens they dish out the goods and the world keeps moving round. Oh did you know that suits make you look important? True story.
The End |
| posted by Jensen @ 2/09/2009 03:34:00 PM |
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| Friday, February 6, 2009 |
| The Hearts Desire |
There is a saying from George Bernard Shaw. "There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your hearts desire. The other is to gain it." Right now I'm not quite sure how to apply it. I'm thinking my hearts desire has always been the same just varying from time to time. I wonder if my desire varies at all. Does it not mean I lost and regained my desire? Have I lived a far more tragic life then I thought I had? Perhaps my heart is just always confused and caught up in the moment. I just wonder, live by the heart or the head?
9th January 2009 Kok Wei's House M'asia |
| posted by Jensen @ 2/06/2009 11:03:00 PM |
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Surrounded by masses I stand. Family, friends and strangers to no end. I am an Island, perilous reefs hedge my shores. In perdition I lay, not burning but numbed of all thoughts and feelings. Drugged up and groggy I will stumble towards the only sane escape. The sounds that keep me humble. The music is my only friend.
1:04am 18th December 2008, Sarang Kims House Korea |
| posted by Jensen @ 2/06/2009 10:51:00 PM |
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Name: Jensen
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About Me: Not much of a writer not much of a thinker, I write on inspiration alone, think on auto so dont ask me how but ask me why.
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